Grieve

Grieve for yourself, for indisputable ties, for friendships, pet, places, career, fortune, promises, hopes & what what ought to be(s).   

Grieve & get back to yourself. 

Because nobody will truly understand & acknowledge your journey & your struggles. 

Self discovery is above all realisation that we are alone. 



-Sumita

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